That means it must have broken.
Vomit rises in my throat,
Stomach tangling in knots,
My eyes burn with stinging tears.
When did I become afraid,
Of the man I've always loved?
His rage and hatred chill me,
I don't understand the anger.
I love him, but it burns me.
He loathes my everything.
I just wish I could fix it.
I miss him. His smile and his
embrace. The sound of his laugh.
All that is left is this shell.
Depression consumed his soul,
Left him trapped in the dark.
I can't bear to watch him dying.
I try so hard to be strong,
Faking smiles and hiding tears.
It gets harder every day.
It is inevitable.
I am going to crumble.
Inside I'm already broken.
Piece by piece I fall apart,
Secret pain I cannot share.
Often I am told to leave,
but how can I abandon him?
